助理建筑师 羲和清零 100 [小剧场] 004

~ SnowyNotes

Assistant Architect by Xi He Qing Ling

Chapter 100 Extra: [Small Theater] 004: First Love article – Gu Yu

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Ever since Gu Yu saw Zhang Siyi’s computer screen, the haze of the whole world was fading.

For more than six months, he has been trying to figure out whether Zhang Siyi is interested in him or not. Every time Gu Yu thought Zhang Siyi’s mannerisms suggested he did, Zhang Siyi actions would indicate the opposite direction and thus confusing Gu Yu to no end. He has orchestrated multiple situations to allow Zhang Siyi to confess his thoughts, like the truth or dare game last year, but nothing has happened. Although, perhaps at that time Zhang Siyi really did not know……

In short, during that period, Gu Yu felt that the time wasn’t right.

Zhang Siyi’s intimate actions and then immediate change in attitude has made Gu Yu suffer greatly; unhappiness, loss, loneliness, to name a few feelings. But, the most troubling feeling Gu Yu had, was his inability to use his own judgment.

It wasn’t until the moment he saw his own image on Zhang Siyi computer screen that Gu Yu had the evidence he needed with sufficient certainty that Zhang Siyi liked him.

What straight man would use another man’s picture as a desktop background?

Oh, and besides, that little fool is really practicing “Summer” ……

In every way that Gu Yu noticed Zhang Siyi looking at him; from the look of adoration and infatuation to the innocent need to gain Gu Yu’s attention as well as Zhang Siyi’s sneaky glances, he liked him.

In every reaction Zhang Siyi expressed after being teased, whether he was angry, depressed, shy or naïve, he liked him.

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After his four-day business trip, Gu Yu wanted to sit down with Zhang Siyi for a serious talk, but with Zhang Siyi’s recent attitude, Gu Yu doubted his own judgment.

Zhang Siyi suddenly began to adamantly focus on his work. So much so, that he changed his online social media status to ‘closed.’

Because Tao Fei is a new staff member, he wasn’t able to spare the time to find Zhang Siyi and talk to him. Even though he has made himself available for work, Zhang Siyi has not asked him about project related issues.

— Are you avoiding me? Do you suspect something after seeing your computer screen? Are you still thinking about your feelings?

Well, as long as the issue is about his own feelings, Gu Yu is willing to wait. As long as Zhang Siyi continues to go to work at the office, he will be at ease.

Gu Yu is always looking forward to the day when Zhang Siyi can honestly admit his feelings and take the first step towards him.

Then, he will not hesitate to pull him into his arms, hold him tight, and not let go.

Gu Yu doesn’t know when summer comes, but he feels that spring is already in sight.

[End of 004]

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16 thoughts on “助理建筑师 羲和清零 100 [小剧场] 004”

  4. Why won’t Gu Yu make the first move?? Come on I thought you love Siyi! Sooner or later Siyi would get tired waiting too. Can’t you see him struggling? God I hate you now Boss!

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  6. Aahh I see
    . Gu Yu is waiting for Zhang Siyi to confess..

    These two.. I would say that Gu Yu should take the lead because Zhang Siyi is insecure. But Gu Yu is also insecure..

    And Fu Xinhui finally showed up again. I’m guessing that this will be his last chapter..? And! I’m guessing that Zhang Siyi will end up.. wait.. I was going to say that he’ll end up living with Gu Yu, but Gu Yao is in the other room.. unless they get together, and live in one room ..

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  10. This is very cute, but I don’t understand why Gu boss would wait for ZSY to make the first move when he’s already certain that he likes him, unlike you boss, si yi doesn’t have unshakable evidence of your love nof professional confidence, he feels inferior… Really, they’re both dorks, but at this rate if Zsy doesn’t make the first move will gu yu just stay waiting forever?

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  11. As a man/gong there’s no need to wait for him to confess first. I mean u al have the proofs of ur wallpaper pic and u can see from his reactions towards u.Meanwhile ZSY keep probing in the dark bcos sometimes ur actions aren’t clear.

    It’s like baiting a fish and when it’s al hooked u r not even reeling it in but just leave it there.

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  12. Gu Yu I swear, you better make the first move! He says he’s worried about Zhang Siyi’s future being at stake if they end up together, but now he wants Siyi to confess to him first?!? Sir, Siyi’s choosing self-preservation cuz he has a lot more to lose if you somehow did not return his feelings 😭😭😭

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  13. I think Gu Yu is waiting for him Siyi because ZSY was straight initially. It is a big deal to make up your mind and to confess feelings to a man. So, he is waiting for ZSY to be 100% sure. He doesn’t want to pressurise him.

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  14. i see a lot of comments blaming GY, but it’s also a bit unfair to put it all on his shoulders. granted, he was the one who liked and pursued ZSY first — but he himself is also insecure. we’ve been viewing him from ZSY’s pov — but from GY’s pov, ZSY also blows hot and cold sometimes, so i understand why GY would be hesitant. that said, i want to just smush the two of them together already.

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